Regarding the events that have occurred in these past few days, I feel as if it is my obligatory responsibility to apologize for my actions to Isonb and the Project City Build community. The actions that I had taken in response to the incident were lower than that of staff are expected to do. Although, honestly I’m sure that no one here would know how to handle a love struck suicidal child. I know most of the heat going against me is from the suicide part. As a past suicidal cutter I know when people are serious. And I also know when people are trying to guilt trip others. The best way to deal with people that aren’t serious about it is to use reverse psychology, which is what I tried to do. Now, most of you have seen the logs that spec posted(staff wise that is), but very important parts of it are cut out. When I had kicked everyone one the server, I had warned ison to leave before it got out of hand. But if im not mistaken, it was after that that I had started to believe she was more of a troll than a little girl(This happens alot on the internet). Now yes, I am aware that I handled this incredibly badly, but this entire situation is still one giant tumbleweed of mysteries to me.
That being said, this apology isn’t well written considering i’m very tired and I have to rush. But I hope you can see this from my point of view, or at least your hearts to forgive me.
Sincerly, Michaelangelo S. O’Rear II